Why do people have to ruin things with feelings :/
3 hour lab first thing in the morning,
followed immediately by two back-to-back lectures
followed immediately by another 3 hour lab, this one starting off with a quiz,
sprint to the train, go directly to the pool to do my lifeguarding requal,
which was 4 hours of timed-swims, physical skills test and lifeguard technique testing
get home at 10:30pm, begin writing annoying paper with vague instructions which is due tomorrow morning.
I am ready to not be a student anymore….
okay i am going to go read game of thrones and pretend school doesnt exist and that I don’t need to wake up at some ungodly hour tomorrow :( bonne nuit.
I still get a flash of anger/regret every time I see you active on facebook.
You selfish, selfish, immature, chain-smoking …person.
I don’t have it in me to call you an asshole or a jerk, because I don’t think that you are, truly. But selfish and immature I will stick with.
I don’t care that both of us have moved on,
All that time, effort and straight up emotional turmoil (from the beginning… right through to the end) is something I can’t get back.
You are a regret, J.